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HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO JUNYU! (:
i feel like blogging, but i dont know what should i write..
although there's many things for me to write..
i dont feel like writing them. i deleted the previous post because it doesn't sound like me.
i think there's something wrong with me.
i feel like drinking and then drunk.. so that my sense wouldn't be awake.
i feel like leaving this world, to a place that is full of flowers..
sounds stupid. everything's changing, including me..

i feel like shopping alone,
i dont feel like studying,
i want to be busy with things i like everyday,
i feel like closing my eyes and being blown by the wind,
i want to hear the sea's waves,
i want to eat chocolates, icecreams and cookies.

HAHA, DUMB YINGXIAN.