you again

i feel like listening to your voice..
feel like to be in your house, your bed like every sunday..
the reason why i choose to go out today is becos i scared that i have no activity today..
like how every sunday used to be spent..
now, every sunday i need to find some programmes myself..
not normal anymore..

should i be happy?
cos i had lost someone who does not truely love me,
but he had lost someone who truely loves him..
i should be happy cos there are still so many guys out there..
is there other reasons to be happy?