LALA.

the 13th day
my heart hurts too much..
if we have the chance to get back together...
you shall be sleeping now..
i stayed along the streets, felt so cold, trying to control the amount of tears that falls..
so cold but you wont be there to hug me again.

sorry i cried so many times.
it's because i kept on thinking of what that wont happen anymore ever, i felt so sad..
looking at your house, your room, it's really the last look..

thanks for letting me knowing the truth..
thanks for letting me know that you've actually tried so hard for our relationship.. thanks for letting me know that your mum had often talk about me..
thanks for letting me know that all your aunts had actually helped me..
but you are tired now, and wanna give up..

i will never know what's programmes you have everyday..
your voice, your face may just fade away..
blurrer and blurrer by day...
when's the next time i can see you?
will you change the next time i see you?
why do i always think so much?
why is it now that is so difficult to let go..
wo hao ai hao ai ni.

dont assume that i'll be happier if we are not together.
because all the time when i'm alone, i feel like crying..
it's like i will cry more often then when we are together..

remember what i say..
take care of yourself..

happy today (:
thanks for the christmas present boy.. (:

你说对不起你不可以
像从前那样帮我遮雨
你拉开一大步距离
却又握紧我的手心
像告别一件最心爱的玩具

很想问问你怎么可以
轻易浪费了那铺陈的甜蜜
我是你美丽的伏笔
还是一笔带过的背景
可是这些问题就要失去意义

深呼吸忍住伤心
微笑着忍住伤心
恨不得一场阵雨
淹没你来去的痕迹

不忍心再为难你
不忍心再多说一句
只要你记住幸福的表情
我没关系

很想问问你怎么可以
轻易浪费了那铺陈的甜蜜
我是你美丽的伏笔
还是一笔带过的背景
可是这些问题就要失去意义

深呼吸忍住伤心
微笑着忍住伤心
恨不得一场阵雨
淹没你来去的痕迹

不忍心再为难你
不忍心再多说一句
只要你记住幸福的表情
我没关系

深呼吸忍住伤心
微笑着忍住伤心
恨不得一场阵雨
淹没你来去的痕迹

不忍心再为难你
不忍心再多说一句
只要你记住幸福的表情
我没关系