(:

christmas eve!
HEH.
i guess i shall not expect too much.
it's christmas tomorrow and everybody will know we are not together, is it? maybe you will come back for me, maybe you wont..
why i said i shall not expect too much is that i'm afraid i'll wait for you to come back when you dont intend to..
i dont want to have this hope with me, to carry on waiting for you, because i'm scared, scared that i'll carry this sadness along..

the day on christmas,
when i'm lost at the bus stop..
and that bus stop reminded me of you..
i drop down there a few days ago..
maybe you'll think its just a bus stop,
but it meant alot for me..
the memories with you and how we started..
how you found me and on the way we travel in the rain..
it's our happy memories,
belonging to the two of us..

have a happy christmas this year boy.. (:
green green christmas. HAHA.