CONFUSE!!

rights. everything's rushing to my mind now.
i'm suffering DEPRESSION. i think.
i've been worrying about alot of things.
firstly need to get something done about my hair.
secondly i must have the motivation to go school.
and i will not so call PON TENG again.
next catching up with what i learnt.
cos i found out i really dont understand alot of things except BIOLOGY.
then enjoying what i hate.
during PE lessons. i hate to run but i'll enjoy if it's raining.
and finally my friends.
ya. thinking what elda had said.
i'm not last time de ying xian anymore.
i'm not speaking chinese and i had pang my best friend.
i felt guilty but i just hope i can mi bu my mistakes.
am i forgiven?..