SPEECHLESS

alrights. yesterday went pooling!
hahas.. played quite lan hars. LOLS.
then did quite alot of charity..
donating money. so going to be bankrupt soon.
yesterday got papa, john and the four of us.
hahas. had lots of fun i must really say.
laughter laugHTERS and LAUGHTERS!
lols. somebody's together ler orhs..
HAHAS. that's expected.
they'll be a great couple! GREAT!
hahas.
people come together, people leave one another..
is there anyone who's stuck in between?
hais. cry myself to sleep.
thinking everything..
even about school. very sad.
i may not be the same school with my friends anymore.
mayb i'll go jc and they'll head for poly.
but we have great times and bad times together.
this i'm for sure.. =D
think of my parents. what if they leave me one day.
how can i handle this..? i wanna treasure my time with them.
YES.
and as importantly you.
yes. i'm stuck.
i'll wait for you to say something.
and be brave if anything happens..
my eyes are swollen today. whatever. it dont kills.

it's holiday and i've man things to do.
wanna dye my hair! hmm.
but needa ask my mother.
getting a job.. think beatrice's one's not bad.
going to ask her. or going to town to see if there's any job.
yes. hahas. going to buy lotsa things to..!
hahas. lotsa programmes coming up..
definitely going to enjoy it!
yeahs. I'M A INDEPENDENT GIRL! =)

went to CHANGI AIRPORT!
me, peiling and kaiwei..
hahas. really wanna be a kong jie..
my ambition. HAHAS.
then go travel all around the world..
isn't that great? hehes.
and there's so many cute babies.
babies are just so tiny tiny tiny..
hahas. although there's not much there..
but it's still a good day. hahas.
had lotsa ghost stories the way back..
SCARES. upload photos next time round.. =D
know you get sick lers.
but you'll get well soon de..
so i don't need to remind you to drink more water anymore..
i've lost it.. it's you.. but you've one from others.
a much bigger one. not like mine which is small and gay.
my mind's seems like it's gonna explode any moment.
I'M WEAK. but i'm independent.
it's contradicting.. but i want to be..
i hate being alone at nights.. because i'm going to cry again..
nevermind. i'll fall asleep soon..